Its been long that I wanted to write something to vent out my feelings but still am not too sure whether I will be successful in explaining what i feel these days. I am confused, everyday I get up in the morning i am in a different mood, with a lot of mixed feelings. One moment I am sad, the other I am very happy and excited and the next moment feeling gloomy again. Waiting for something unexpected to happen that might change my life. Lately, future thoughts have started raising so many questions in my mind. Want something in life, but that "something" is not defined yet. I am struggling to bring each day to an end. Everyday office is the same, see people working, laughing and chatting. Though I am very much a part of everything around me but somehow I cannot associate with anything.
I sit back and ask myself, was I always like this? Is there something wrong with me? Or this is another passing phase that everybody goes through in their lives? Am waiting for it to get over....but the wait seems to get longer and longer.........
Am not sure if I have been successful in explaining my thoughts through this write up. And actually even I myself dont know what is this that I am udergoing through and if I understand it completely. phew! may be i will overcome it soon.......
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